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Post by Jennifer Rose on Jun 9, 2015 13:48:53 GMT
"If you wanted to come over we're throwing a birthday party for Elena," Jen said to Zeke earlier in the day. It wasnt really a birthday party with a bunch of kids. It was just Ethan, Elena, Jen, and hopefully Zeke. Elena never wanted a big party. She had a few friends but not many. Plus she didn't want people over at her house.
It would also be Zeke's first time really meeting Ethan. He met he Ethan when Ethan was a baby,but now he was grown up. Well, he had a personality now. Jen wasnt sure how Zeke would act around Ethan. It was easier with Elena, because Elena was a clear mix of Zeke and Jen. Ethan was caring, but he could be shy. He also liked to try and play fighting games. He wanted everything in the world, and he wanted to be everything in the world. He was a crazy little boy.
Elena came running into the living room. 'Mommy hearing aid is hurting my ear,' she signed. Jen took the hearing aid out of Elena's ear and looked at it until Elena taped her. 'Is daddy-' Jen looked away when Ethan started to come in screaming.
"Ethan no screaming in the house," Jen warned. This made Elena frustrated. Elena did not like being left out of things. She hated that about her hearing loss. She was often confused as to what was going on. She was too little to master the art of lip reading.
She tapped Jen again. Her face was clearly in distress about not being able to understand, or maybe not getting her mom's attention. 'Mommy! Is daddy coming?'
'I hope I called him we'll see' Jen signed back. She went back to trying to figure out what was wrong With Elena's hearing aid while Ethan and Elena played a game.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Feb 20, 2015 21:16:47 GMT
Elena was at the daycare and Jen was just wondering aimlessly. She just needed to think so she naturally went to the training center. She felt frustrated, sure the ppresent had left her alone but her whole family was dead. Starting a new one was great but even she was fucking that one up. Her hand ran over the dagger the familiar feeling of holding the knife hit her.
In a soft motion she pressed a button to turn the machine on. Essentially it just moved the dummies around. In a swift motion she hut one of the guys right where his chest would be. Then she hit one where the dummies eye would be. The stress disappeared and suddenly angry filled Jen. Her blood boiled the more she thought about how much the president sucked.
The last one she imagined as the president. She threw the knife straight toward it and watched the knife go all the way in. She smirked a cocky smirk as she went to retrieve her knives.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Jan 10, 2015 14:37:43 GMT
Jen smiled when she saw zeke. She kissed his cheek and shrugged. "He's doing a lot better. Hopefully he'll be able to go home soon," Jen said with a smile.
"Mommy who is this? " Ethan asked.
Elena answered for him,"This is my dadddy! Because Damion is not my daddy but mommy said he was but then daddy came back," Elena said with a giggle.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Jan 5, 2015 17:29:54 GMT
Jen and Ethan were just playing with his cars. Jen was trying to entertain ethan considering Ethan had been in a lot of pain lately. Damion was out for right now but him and Jen had both been here since ethan ' s surgery. Right now he was taking care of Emmy and later Jen was going to see Elena.
"Mommy," Ethan said with a giggle has Jen played with him. "LENA," Ethan exclaimed when he noticed Elena.
"Ethan!" Elena yelled and ran toward it. She couldn't reach his bed though so she climbed on the chair next to him.
Jen turned around to see zeke there. "Hey," She said with a smile.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Jan 5, 2015 17:16:11 GMT
Jen smirked at Zeke. "It'll only explode if I'm lucky," Jen said. She looked at Zeke. "You need to get on my level, " Jen said with a giggle. She was always really quick to get drunk because Jen loved being drunk so much so that meant drinking to her hearts desire.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Jan 5, 2015 3:42:55 GMT
Jen began to kiss Zeke. "Sharing is caring," Jen mummered. She then vegan to kiss him again before she stole another shot. And stuck her tongue out at Zeke.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Jan 5, 2015 1:14:26 GMT
"Don't touch the shots you filthy liar!" Jen said. She sat on zeke ' s lap to make sure he didn't move and took a shot for herself. She liked getting drunk with zeke. If made everything perfect for one. Even if shay didn't agree with her drinking habits.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Jan 5, 2015 0:24:40 GMT
Jen and Zeke were just in their apartment getting drunk. Jen was beyond drunk. She was standing on a couch and looked at Zeke. "Km FUCKING Awesome AND YOU CANT Deny that." Jen said with a wink before she laughed and sat on the couch with a laugh. She loved life like this and she didn't see a problem with it.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Jan 4, 2015 15:18:23 GMT
Jen just looked at the ground when zeke walked up to her. "I guess, " Jen said quietly. She sighed and looked at Zeke finally. "I love ypu," She said quietly. She wasn't sure why she said it but it felt right. She took his hand and just looked at him.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Jan 4, 2015 14:19:13 GMT
"But zeke if he dies I don't think u could live with myself. I wouldn't want to live. I barely want to now knowing everything I've done," Jen said. She ran her hand nervously through her hair. When she thought of ethan it just made her depressed it made her think of everything she did wrong and how she harmed someone else.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Jan 3, 2015 2:17:48 GMT
Jen just leaned against the counter. "Zeke I really fucked up...My child is sick because of me. He's never going to get better and my daughter is deaf without her hearing aid on," Jen said. She used the tissues to wipe her face. Her make up was already smeared because of it. "And Elena has no idea taht if one thing cause wromg she'll never see her brother again," Jen said.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Jan 3, 2015 1:26:22 GMT
"He has heart surgery next week," Jen said. "I'll be in the hospital all week," Jen said. "If not longer...and it was all my fault," Jen would never forgive herself for what she did to ethan. She felt herself start to cry and tried to stop herself but failed. Zeke ' s hand being there made her feel a little better.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Jan 2, 2015 14:45:27 GMT
"Can we mommy?!" Elena asked excitedly. She looked over at Jen and Jen sighed.
"Sure," Jen said. Jen stood up and Elena walked with them. Elena began to walk in front of them. Something Jen allowed her to do as long as she stood close still. Jen's mind had been elsewhere ever since Elena mentioned ethan. Ethan needed surgery next week and would be in a lot of pain. It was also a really dangerous surgery. She ran her hand through her hair and watched Elena.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Jan 2, 2015 13:52:42 GMT
" made mommy and daddy and ethan!" Elena exclaimed. "Have you ever met ethan, daddy? He's really small but mommy says that's because he has a heart thingie, " Elena said. Elena was referring to the heart condition ethan had. Which is also caused by Jen's drinking.
"They're lovely Elena," Jen said woth a smile. She loved her enthusiasm about everything. Elena was always so easily excited. Jade was the same way.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Jan 2, 2015 3:53:13 GMT
Jen just pushed some hair behind her ear. "We just try to make it go back to normal...do things we did before..minus the drinking," Jen said. She looked at Zeke. "But that's impossible isn't it, we can't go back to normal can we?" Jen asked.
Elena ran up to Jen and laid her head on Jen's shoulder. Jen picked her up and sat her on her lap.
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