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Post by Jennifer Rose on Jan 2, 2015 2:15:12 GMT
"I'm not," Jen said quietly. She bit her lip and watched Elena playing. She was building a snowman family. She was so full of joy it was almost shocking a tht anyone could be that happy. Jen certainly wasn't that happy.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Jan 2, 2015 0:29:23 GMT
Jen looked over at Zeke. Her heart pounding and her stomach flipping. "Then why aren't we together...." Jen asked. She pursed her lips. Maybe she pushed it too far. It was clear that Zeke had stuff going on. Jen just looked back at Elena. She cursed herself for nearly crying. She didn't know why her emotions were out of wake. It wasn't like she was pregnant again.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Jan 1, 2015 19:59:52 GMT
"I don't know...I walked away before I could see," Jen said with a shrug. She looked over at Zeke. "He didn't deserve to be with someone who was in love with someone else," Jen said. She meant it too. She heard the cassia was back so at least Damion had someone. She felt bad for Elena considering Elena and Emmy would probably never see each other again. Elena and Emmy were really close to best friends.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Jan 1, 2015 19:31:50 GMT
"I've been...good," Jennifer had to think about how she's been. She hadn't been up to much. She hadn't talked to anyone since she broke up with Damion. "I broke things off with Damion, " Jen said. Even if zeke didn't want to be with her it wasn't right for her to be with Damion. Damion deserved someone who loved him no matter what. Jen loved him...she just loved someone else more.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Jan 1, 2015 19:06:43 GMT
Jennifer watched Elena jump up. She seemed to notice zeke before Elena did. "Zeke - I mean daddy!" Elena yelled. Elena wasn't used to calling zeke daddy. She was used to calling Damion that. She ran up to zeke and hugged his leg. She wasn't tall enough to actually hug him. Even though Elena just met zeke he was her favorite person in the whole world.
Jen turned around when zeke said hi but Elena was quicker. She soon noticed something was off with zeke. "Are you oksy?" Jen asked. He looked nervous. She was kind of nervous too. She just hid it her and zeke hadn't talked in a good two weeks.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Jan 1, 2015 18:20:48 GMT
Jennifer took Elena out to go play with the snow. Elena was too little to play in it last year. Jen took her out to a field and Elena just began playing in the snow she was quick to figure out snow angels. Jen had incited zeke to join them. Jen really had no idea if zeke would actually come though. Jen was just sat on a bench with hot chocolate and watching Elena play. She was bored and she just needed someone to talk to she hadn't really talked to anyone other than Elena in awhile.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Dec 13, 2014 14:56:55 GMT
"I-I broke up with Damion. I lefthim. What's wrong with me? " Jenny asked again. She ran her hand through her hair. She couldn't stop crying. She just felt like there was something wrong with her. Something she needed to fix but she couldn't figure out what it was.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Dec 11, 2014 2:51:31 GMT
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Dec 10, 2014 22:10:04 GMT
Jen stared at the ground. What was she doing with her? She had just called it off with Damion. She just wanted to get drunk, she wanted to get so drunk that she couldn't remember the night. She drank and drank and drank. It didn't help she was just stumbling a lot.
Until, eventually she just sat on the ground and brought her knees to her chest. "What is wrong with me? What's wrong with me?" She kept asking. She just sat there panicking. She wanted to scream, her arm was a bright red from scratching it. She felt horrible. She loved Zeke, she loved Damion. She loved Zeke more. What was wrong with her?
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Nov 30, 2014 12:56:47 GMT
"I'm fine," Jen said. She put on the new clothes zeke put out and looked at herself In the mirror. Her eyes were red and baggy. She was more pale than usual and the light in her eyes were gone for now. She just opened the door to find zeke there. She hugged him and put her head on his shoulder.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Nov 30, 2014 12:53:14 GMT
Jen smiled at zeke,"it took us a while too and even we don't know all the signs, " Jen said. She looked at Elena and Elena did the sign for I love you. "This means I love you," Elena said with a smile.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Nov 28, 2014 17:51:16 GMT
Elena began doing the alphet with her hands but went a little too fast. "Slow down," Jen said with a smile. Elena did after awhile. She'd saw the sign then let zeke do it. After they were done. Elena signed her name. "My name sign is brave with an e," Elena said with a smile. "My deaf friend gave it to me." Elena was really in the deaf world which was very small community of people. She was proud to be hard of hearing and referred to herself as deaf half the time because she can't hear anything really without her hearing aid in.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Nov 28, 2014 17:24:55 GMT
Jen just undressed and stood in the shower. She finished cleaning off and wrapped a towel around her and just started crying. She was extremely emotional when drunk and this time she killed someone. She ran her hand through her hair nervously. Jen wasn't even sure how sue got to the Capitol.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Nov 28, 2014 17:20:02 GMT
"I think it's fun signing in front of you and you not knowing what were talking about. That means we can sign about you." Jen said with a grin. She looked at Elena.
Elena giggled,"I can teach you the alphabet, " Elena said proudly. Elena liked knowing two languages it made her feel smart.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Nov 28, 2014 17:04:14 GMT
Jen just shook her head. She just looked over at Zeke. "I - I just killed someone," Jen said quietly the realization hitting her hard. She ran her hand through her hair. She began to start crying. "I just killed someone," She said again as if she hadn't said ut before. Her mind was running fogging. Her words were slurred and all she could focus on was the fact that she was sitting practically in a pile of blood. At least she was about to. Her shoes were already soaked in it. Jen couldn't even process anything. She had just killed someone. She wanted to run away but she couldn't get up. It was like she was glued to the ground.
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