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Post by Jennifer Rose on Nov 28, 2014 16:59:03 GMT
Elena nodded, "I've missed you," Elena said quietly. "Mommy says I'm as stubborn as you but I think mommy is more stubborn, " Elena said with a giggle. Jen just looked at Zeke and smirked.
"No trust me daddy is more stubborn," Jen said looking at Zeke.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Nov 28, 2014 16:37:42 GMT
Elena stood up and hugged her dad. She had been waiting to do that since she knew Damion wasn't her dad. She just wanted her dad in her life. "Where were you?" Elena asked.
Jen just smiled when Elena began to hug him. She didn't think Elena would warm up so quickly but she was happy she did.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Nov 28, 2014 11:34:45 GMT
"We just tell her," Jen said with a shrug. "There's no way to take it lightly. Jen looked at Elena and signed. 'Can you get your hearing aid?" Elena nodded so Jen set her down. Elena came back with a hearing aid. Jen had to help Elena put it on so Elena didn't hurt her ears even more. "Is it too loud?" Jen asked. Elena shook her head.
"Elena we have something to tell you," Jen said leading her toward the couch Elena sat next to Jen and looked at the two of them.
"Remember how suddenly daddy disappeared and we didn't know why. So mommy said he died after awhile?" Elena nodded keeping up.
"Well something happened and daddy isn't actually dead....he's right here....and the reason you think Zeke looks like your dad is because he is," Jen said.
Elena looked past Jen at Zeke. "You're my daddy?" Elena asked. Elena had wanted to see her father her whole life but everyone said he was dead.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Nov 27, 2014 23:09:16 GMT
Jen was a little shocked by the kiss but ended up melting into it. Her whole body went from tense to relaxed in a second. She realized she missed this. She missed zeke. She missed them being a small totally messed up family.
Elena pulled Jen out of her thoughts when she felt someone tugging on her jeans. Elena didn't like to talk without her hearing aid in because she knew she sounded funny. 'Mommy I had a bad dream,' Elena signed. Jen blushed a little and picked her up. "What was the dream about? " Jen signed and spoke.
'Big white monsters they ate Ethan,' Elena signed. Jen thought ut was cute how her dreams weren't that scary but yo her they were. To her they were terrifying.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Nov 27, 2014 23:00:14 GMT
Jen was drunk to say the least. A bottle of vodka in her hand as she staggered through nearly empty streets. Her mind was fogging and she just wanted to get bacj to her hotel. her mind was foggy. So foggy she couldn't think of anything. She just staggered into an alley because she saw a person that entertained her.
He saw her and smirked and decided to take advantage of her drunkness. He began to kiss her and Jen tried to pull him off. "If you move move one more time I'll stab you, " He threatened.
Jen quickly reached down and pulled at her knife and stabbed him in the thigh and then threw it at his chest. He was dead in a second and Jen was too drunk to realize exactly what she did. She just sat by the body staring at the blood coming out. She took a sip of her drink and watched it despite her boots and pants now getting soaked in the blood. She couldn't move. She felt numb.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Nov 27, 2014 22:45:31 GMT
"Who said moving wasn't possible?" Jen asked. "And I don't love Damion like I love you. You were there for me through everything. Zeke you're the one I want everyone else can just go fuck themselves, " Jen said. She looked over at him.
" I need yoy zeke. I've always needed you. I never wanted to live a second without you. And if you don't want me then fine I'll just leave, " Jen said finally crying. She just looked down at the floor avoiding zeke ' s gaze.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Nov 27, 2014 22:27:36 GMT
"That was...my fault...I found out when she got older she wasn't hearing that well and the doctors said it was because of the the drinking but that was before I knew I was pregnant. She's hard of hearing, " Jen said quietly. "And you could still be part of her life. She only us three....she still has 15 more years until she's an adult. Would you rather have missed three or eighteen? " Jen asked. "Elena is a tough cookie. She's seen more death than most kids her age have. She's not some weak person," Jen said. She looked at Zeke. "And she wants her dad. Everyday she asks me why her last name is different. She asks me why it's not the same as mine. I don't even know how to respond half the time..." Jen said quietly. Jen ran her hand through her hair and just looked at Zeke and felt herself wanting to cry but she didn't.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Nov 27, 2014 19:58:51 GMT
"You were gone for months and I just couldn't handle it. Damion was there for Elena when she didn't have a father figure. I had no idea what had happened to yeha and I kept trying to find you and I never could...I figured they had killed you after awhile and so I started to date Damion. And yes I love him but not as much as I love you. I still love you. I'd never just leave you likw that. Elena is your child. I was pregnant with her before I even knew Damion was still alive," Jen said telling the truth. Would Zeke actually believe her? Jen had no idea she just wanted everything to be okay again.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Nov 26, 2014 22:23:58 GMT
Jen rubbed her eyes when she heard zeke and waited to stand up until he walked out. She stood up and went outside in the living room closing the door to Elena ' s room. "What? " Jen asked with really no emotion. She just ran her hand through her hair and glanced over at him. She wanted to know why he wanted to speak alone and she wanted to know hat the Capitol did to him.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Nov 26, 2014 21:56:42 GMT
Jen cursed under her breath when he passed out. She signed to Elena to go inside and go to sleep and that she'd be in there shortly. Jen didn't wnat to take zeke to the hospital because a passed out person didn't normally need to go to the hospital she just got him up and half way dragged him to the couch and laid him there. She went in to check on Elena.
She kissed the top of her head and kissed the top of her head. She walked into the kitchen and past the bar ignoring it even though she wanted it. She grabbed a pen and paper and wrote.
'I have no where else to go and you can choose to believe me or not but I have the evidence and they don't. ' Jen put that by zeke and then went into Elena 's room and just started there looking at her daughter. Jen couldn't sleep, she couldn't even try to sleep. She just found herself quietly crying. The Capitol took everything from here...they always have and they always will."
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Nov 26, 2014 21:35:38 GMT
" And suddenly you believe them over me?" Jen asked quietly. "Just do the DNA test and then find out who's lying because it's not me. I have never lied to you," Jen said quietly. She adjusted Elena in her arms and just took out her hearing aid. If Jen was holding her Elena wouldn't need it anyway. Besides Jen thought it'd be better just for her to sleep than to be apart of this.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Nov 26, 2014 21:27:39 GMT
" Great then we can do that If you honestly think that this isn't your child despite her actually being your child and looking just like you, " Jennifer said quietly. Elena was crying now. She was probably really confused by all the arguments. Elena hated arguments.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Nov 26, 2014 20:02:53 GMT
"I'm not lying to her," Jen said. "Do you wnat a blood test because I guarantee I can prove it," Jen said bitterly. Elena coward away into Jennifer more. She was scared to say the least which made Jen hug her tightly.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Nov 26, 2014 19:41:31 GMT
Elena giggled a little,"That's not my dad, that's ethan and Emmy ' s dad. Damion is my step dad. " Elena said. Jen picked up Elena and Elena rested her head on Jen's shoulder. She was confused. Elena didn't like being confused.
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Post by Jennifer Rose on Nov 26, 2014 19:20:12 GMT
Elena giggled a little. She smiled at him. "My name is Elena." Elena said. Jen met eyes with zeke. "Elena thorne," Jen muttered as if to prove her earlier point that Zeke was her dad. She just looked over at Zeke not sure what else to say she let Elena do the talking.
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