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Post by Nathaniel Young on Oct 10, 2014 1:49:00 GMT
Nathaniel was in district 12 for whatever reason throwing a ruckus because has pissed off about the games. He just threw a fit pretty much but it was acceptable right? His friend just died. He sat on a bench and wrapped his arms around himself. He wasn't going to cry. He couldn't cry that wasn't allowed crying wasn't allowed. He wanted to scream wanted to the peacekeepers but couldn't he couldn't do that.
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Post by Azalea Rhodes on Oct 10, 2014 2:04:08 GMT
Azalea had decided not to watch the Games only because she couldn't deal with watching so many deaths. She never had been very fond of watching the Games, and they had always caused her to have serious panic attacks. Besides, she had her son to worry about, and she didn't want to expose Flynn to that sort of violence. Everson and Flynn had both fallen asleep, and while Azalea hadn't slept much in a few days, she didn't feel like napping. So she went for a walk. That was, of course, until she saw Nathaniel sitting by himself looking upset. She didn't know the boy extremely well, but he was close with her sister. "Hey," she said, taking the spot next to him on the bench. "Are you okay?"
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Post by Nathaniel Young on Oct 10, 2014 2:07:08 GMT
Nathaniel looked over at star la ' s sister that's all he knew about her he didn't even remember her name. "I'm fine." He said trying to sound like he was fine even though he really wasn't. He had no idea what else to say. He couldn't tell a complete stranger that he was completely upset and hated life because that's not what he was taught to do he was taught to be a man so he had to be one.
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Post by Azalea Rhodes on Oct 10, 2014 2:16:47 GMT
Azalea sighed. "I think you're lying," she said bluntly. Azalea wasn't one to let people lie about being okay when they really weren't, and Nathaniel obviously wasn't okay. "I know you probably don't want to talk about it but I happen to be a very good listener if you do." Cheering people up was what brought Azalea happiness in life. She didn't care about her own feelings as long as she could make someone else happy.
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Post by Nathaniel Young on Oct 10, 2014 2:55:43 GMT
"My friend flax died in the games." Nathaniel whispered mainly because he didn't want it to be true. He couldn't belive it. How could he be dead? Nathaniel honestly felt like just screaming. He didn't know what to do anymore or how he was even supposed to feel.
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Post by Azalea Rhodes on Oct 10, 2014 3:01:23 GMT
"Oh my gosh. I'm so sorry," Azalea said. Dealing with death had never been Azaleas strong point, and helping others do it wasn't much easier. All she knew how to do was be there to act as a shoulder to cry on.
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Post by Nathaniel Young on Oct 10, 2014 19:49:12 GMT
"It doesn't matter why would it fucking matter why does anything even matter anymore?" Nathaniel asked. His arms were still wrapped around himself and he was just sat there staring at the ground as if that would help him feel better.
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Post by Azalea Rhodes on Oct 10, 2014 20:25:04 GMT
Azalea sighed, not sure what she could say to make Nathaniel feel any better. "It's not fair," she said. "People shouldn't have to die like that. But your life is still going on. And I think your friend would want you to live it to the fullest." Azalea wasn't sure if her words would actually mean anything, but she had to try anyways.
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Post by Nathaniel Young on Oct 10, 2014 20:43:59 GMT
"Yeah because my life is so important. " Nathaniel said quietly. He looked down at the ground. He was tired of everything. He just looked over at aka. He didn't even know what to say anymore.
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Post by Azalea Rhodes on Oct 10, 2014 20:51:22 GMT
"Why wouldn't it be?" she asked, really just trying to prove a point. She knew what it was like to feel like nothing was worth the pain that life caused, but she had gotten through it, and she knew that Nathaniel could to. Even if he needed a little push.
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Post by Nathaniel Young on Oct 11, 2014 14:46:09 GMT
"The most that's happened to me is my parents abusing me because I just wasn't good enough. " Nathaniel said. "The best part of my life is my boyfriend. That's literally it. I don't even talk to my brother anymore." Nathaniel said quietly.
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Post by Azalea Rhodes on Oct 11, 2014 14:54:21 GMT
Azalea sighed. "I'm sorry," she said. "But you still have people who care about you. I know my sister does, and Starla isn't one to care about many people. You matter a lot to her." She wasn't sure what else she could say since this boy seemed pretty certain that he was worthless even if she tried to tell him that he wasn't.
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Post by Nathaniel Young on Oct 11, 2014 14:57:52 GMT
" I don't see why I've only ever been a nobody to nearly every body." Nathaniel said quietly. He looked down at the ground. He was impossible to help be cause he was so pessimistic.
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Post by Azalea Rhodes on Oct 11, 2014 15:02:20 GMT
Azalea shrugged. "I know the feeling," she said. "I used to wonder why anyone would ever love me, but eventually I just stopped trying to explain it and I just decided to be grateful for it. And now I have a beautiful baby boy and a man who loves me and I'm happy, and I know that you can be too."
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Post by Nathaniel Young on Oct 11, 2014 17:20:14 GMT
"I'm only ever happy when I'm with Xavier and even then I'm not always happy." Nathaniel said. There was never actually a time without Xavier that Nathaniel was happy. He was never happy as a child and If he was it was short lived because of his father.
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