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Post by Hayden Hanson on May 3, 2015 11:36:28 GMT
"Because when you found out you never wanted a baby and I never wanted another one," Hayden said. He didn't get what Nessa was actually freaking out about. Did she really believe that he didn't care? That baby was part of his whole life. He wasn't even born yet. He was gonna be Lily's younger brother and now he's gone.
"If you really think I didn't Care about that baby during the pregnancy you're wrong," Hayden said. He didn't mean to be such an asshole but it's true. That wasn't something you joked about. Well more like you didn't mess with it when Hayden really cared about something. There's not much Hayden cared about. There was Hunter, Lily, Nessa and the baby. That was it and now one of those people were dead. He couldn't stand the thought of anyone thinking he didn't love that child.
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Post by Hayden Hanson on May 3, 2015 3:39:33 GMT
Hayden shrugged at Nessa. "You didn't want him either," Hayden said quietly. He didn't mean to upset her but if he did it was just because hhe was being honest. He loved that child. He was counting down the days until he got to meet him. Now it wasn't going to happen. He wasn't ready to let that ggo. Part of him was still in denial that they even lost the baby.
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Post by Hayden Hanson on May 3, 2015 3:18:58 GMT
Hayden didn't know what to say at first. He knew he should've taken it down but he couldn't bring himself to. "I didn't want to," He admitted. He pursed his lips unsure where this topic was going. They hadn't really talked about the baby. Neither of them wanted to. It made sense though. They were both shut it out type people. They didn't like talking about their feelings. He was shocked that Nessa was even showing her feelings.
Hayden probably didn't show his because the kind of childhood he had. He wasn't allowed to show emotion as a child. If he did then he would get in lots of trouble. He was a quick learner, unlike Hunter who always got in trouble for having a little too much emotion for his father's liking.
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Post by Hayden Hanson on May 3, 2015 3:01:16 GMT
She always left. Barely even talked to him anymore. He knew this was hard on her but really? He just wanted some time with her this was hard on him too. Still, he didn't mention it. He just decided he was being selfish and that he should help. He loved her but sometimes it didn't feel like she thought he existed anymore. He s wasn't sure what to do.
He soon realized that Nessa had been gone for awhile. He debated checking on her but gave her a few more minuets. Where could be possibly be other than the bathroom? Suddenly the thoughts flooded through him and he was quick to stand up.
He walked toward the bathroom when he noticed something. The nursery was wide open. The nursery was never left open. No one in the house wanted to open it. Maybe Lily opened it. She probably didn't know which room she was opening. Taht had to be the reason because no one else would walk in this room. It was way too hard to walk in the room. Emotions always surrounded him when he looked in there. He had been there a few times.
He was even more shocked to see Nessa in there. "Nessa?" Hayden called out. He walked in more. He had never seen her in here. It was obviously too hard. He debated getting rid of the stuff in here. The fun tire just gave him really bad nostalgia.
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Post by Hayden Hanson on May 3, 2015 2:11:50 GMT
The miscarriage had surprisingly been really hard for Hayden. Hayden never wanted Lily and he never wanted this other child. But that changed easily. They both grew a special place in his heart. He was gonna be a dad again. There was a joy in his heart and he instantly started to build the nursery. It was a beautiful baby blue. He pretty much built everything in the room. It was so excited for him. He was gonna train him and for once he was gonna have a son, a person he'd a actually understood most of the time.
Hayden hadn't shown how much it affected him. He had a daughter to take care of and a girlfriend who needed him. He was worried about her. She was so quiet all the time and was always sad. He didn't blame her, he just let bad. He felt like there wasn't much he could actually do. He couldn't bring the baby back - well he could hut nit that particular one and maybe she didn't want to try anyway. He was determined that he shouldn't feel bad in fact every time he started to feel he got mad at himself.
He had just put Lily to bed and made his way up to their bedroom. He saw Nessa laying in bed. He made his way to the bed and laid down next to her. He kissed her cheek. He could at least try to make her feel a little better. It didn't seem like it'd do much but maybe it would. "Ready for bed?" Hayden asked softly.
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Post by Hayden Hanson on Apr 4, 2015 11:52:19 GMT
Hayden kicked the guy in the stomach. Another guy kicked Nessa right in the stomach but Hayden so busy he didn't notice. He managed to get the gun out of the guys' hand and shot him in the head. Now there were only two more.
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Post by Hayden Hanson on Apr 4, 2015 3:27:49 GMT
As soon as the people left the guys from the capitol came out. He stood up and was ready to attack if they came at him. They walked slowly and Hayden ducked in time to dodge a bullet.
He stood up and kicked the guy bit soon three more were after him. He was one step ahead of them though. Thanks to the chip in his head he knew how they were typically trained. Plus he used to be one. He punched the guy square in the face and soon someone else was there.
"What are you doing here?! Go back!"
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Post by Hayden Hanson on Apr 4, 2015 3:12:30 GMT
Hayden, Nessa and Lily were all on a walk through the park at the capitol. It was something extremely dangerous but Hayden didn't think that it'd be a good idea.
They managed to get to the place and in the park and laid down their stuff for a picnic. Hayden sat down with Lily in his lap and began to eat.
That was until a few minuets later when Hayden got An odd feeling. Suddenly he could see a man with a gun on the bushes. "Take Lily and run," Hayden said. He wasn't going to risk his daughter's life nor was he going to risk Ness a ' s life.
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Post by Hayden Hanson on Feb 14, 2015 3:19:14 GMT
"My daughter is practically fine and she's been raised by three different people. I think we could handle raising one together," Hayden said quietly. "Besides we have so many people taht could help us through it. If you want to put the baby up for adoption I wouldn't care either way. I'm just saying I really do think we could do this," Hayden said.
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Post by Hayden Hanson on Feb 14, 2015 3:00:41 GMT
Hayden didn't know what to think. Hayden didn't wnat to be a dad again be was content with just Lily. Now Natasha was saying she was pregnant. He sighed and pursed his lips. "Well be fine," Hayden said not sure who he was trying to encourage more. "Well raise this kid together it shouldn't be too hard right?"
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Post by Hayden Hanson on Feb 14, 2015 3:00:12 GMT
Hayden didn't know what to think. Hayden didn't wnat to be a dad again be was content with just Lily. Now Natasha was saying she was pregnant. He sighed and pursed his lips. "Well be fine," Hayden said not sure who he was trying to encourage more. "Well raise this kid together it shouldn't be too hard right?"
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Post by Hayden Hanson on Feb 12, 2015 12:20:08 GMT
Hayden was put with Lily at the park. Lily ran inside before Hayden could walk in. "Daddy can I have a foooddd?!" Lily yelled.
Hayden laughed and nodded. He took her into the kitchen and gave her some food. He then heard crying and told Lily to go 8 the kitchen. He went upstairs and saw Vanessa crying in the bathroom. "Hey what's wrong?" Hayden asked her. He handed her some tissues and looked at her concerned.
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Post by Hayden Hanson on Jul 24, 2014 15:12:41 GMT
Hayden smirked and logged off the computer he turned around and looked at Vanessa. "And what do you have in mind?" Hayden asked her with a smile.
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Post by Hayden Hanson on Jul 23, 2014 14:38:55 GMT
"You won't lose anyone." Hayden said. "We can do this. I know we can." Hayden said with a smile. "As long as we have everyone on board."
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Post by Hayden Hanson on Jul 16, 2014 16:41:33 GMT
"Yes but Damion and I have chips in our brains. You and Hunter are geniuses. Jen, Jason and Roxy are good fighters. We can do this if we have the prepare plan." Hayden said. He thought it was a good idea. So good that it might actually work.
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