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Post by Beth Waters on Jul 11, 2015 16:47:15 GMT
| WE GOTTA GET OUT OF THIS PLACE IF ITS THE LAST THING WE EVER DO ◥◤ ◥◤ ◥◤ Obviously, Beth knew that was an empty threat. She'd been forced to spend so much time with Creo over the last few weeks that she'd gotten to know him pretty well- she knew he was far to proud and stubborn to let this plan fail now, after getting this far, and she also knew that he'd developed a soft spot for her and would never abandon her on the side of the road. Despite this, she did stop and leant back again her seat, staring out of the window as the world outside sped by. It almost made her sad, knowing that she couldn't just go out there and properly experience it like every other person her age could, and she would never really be able to fully experience the life that had been given to her- there'd always be that fear hovering over her, that she'd be caught and something terrible would happen to her or Creo.
She pulled at the little bit of leather she'd last picked off of the seat until it fell into tiny peices onto her lap, then she looked back up and saw Creo's face through the mirror. She looked so angry which sparked her anger again, somehow. The sadness she'd felt just seconds ago practically disappeared as she wondered why he even had a right to be pissed off. She wasn't an idiot, she wasn't going to give them away, she was just giving herself a taste of the freedom he'd promised her so long ago. "Why don't you just kick me out then? I don't know why you even took me in in the first place. You don't seem to give a shit about anyone but yourself" Her tone was cool as she said her words, her arms crossing across her chest as she lent back in her seat.
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Post by Beth Waters on Jun 30, 2015 19:45:05 GMT
let her be everything, because she is everything
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Post by Beth Waters on Jun 19, 2015 13:55:46 GMT
| WE GOTTA GET OUT OF THIS PLACE IF ITS THE LAST THING WE EVER DO◥◤ ◥◤ ◥◤ Beth clenched her jaw as he bagan driving, not really sure what to do with herself. She felt the anger in the pit of her stomach, but for once she didn't know how to go about it. The last time she'd felt like this is when she was still living with her father, and so the anger would quickly numb down to fear when she realised what was in store for her when she got home- this time, though, she knew nothing would actually happen to her when she and Creo got home. So, because she'd never had the chance to actually be angry at someone and talk to them about it she just didn't know what to do. So instead, she stayed quiet, letting her feelings settle in the atmosphere around them along with his.
Silently, she began digging her nails into the leather of the car seat, and eventually managed to puncture it so she could begin tearing up the seat a little bit. Sure, it wouldn't actually matter to Creo in the long run of anything, but she didn't want to effect him in the long run, she just wanted to piss him off a bit right now, and she assumed this would piss him off a little. So, she tore little bits of leather from the car seat and let the stuffing spring free before flicking it around the car.
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Post by Beth Waters on Jun 14, 2015 17:00:11 GMT
| WE GOTTA GET OUT OF THIS PLACE IF ITS THE LAST THING WE EVER DO ◥◤ ◥◤ ◥◤ God, it genuinely did feel so good to finally be free. In the short time she'd been at the party she felt like this was what she was meant to be doing- actually living, talking to people, laughing and just having fun. She'd missed out on all of this for so many years of her life that she felt she deserved to be here now- finally. Even if her father hadn't been abusive she wouldn't have been able to come to these- the Waters family had an image to keep up, and that image did not include letting your teenage daughter get drunk and hang out with a bunch of druggies. But now she had no one to hold her back. Well, no one to hold her back right there and then. She knew that when she got home Creo would deffiently be beyond angry with her, but for now she wasn't worrying about that at all. She'd cross that bridge when she came to it.
Apparently, that bridge was a lot closer then she thought.
The hand on her shoulder didn't particularly scare her, their were so many people at the party that had some kind of substance in them that they didn't care about what they did. She grinned as she was spun around, the fact that she was just out making her happy enough to not care about keeping up her usual moody persona. Her grin quickly faltered when she realised who she was staring up at, and faded all together when she saw the rage in his eyes.
Suddenly, a fear that she was very used to washed through her, and every instinct in her body told her to run, but she knew better then that, and even if she did decide to try and get away, his hand was clamped so hard onto her shoulder that she didn't think she'd even be able to get out of his grip. At the sound of his voice all she could do was grit her teeth and let herself be dragged by him through the crowd, a mix of embarrassment, anger and sadness washing through her.
They got to his car and she got in the back, refusing to sit next to him in the front passenger seat. She was annoyed and upset because of him, and honestly, she didn't want to be anywhere near him. She knew technically this was all her fault- Maybe if she'd left a note telling him where she was; maybe if she'd convinced him to come along with her; maybe if she'd just asked him in the first place this wouldn't have happened. She glanced up from her bare knees, which is what she'd been scowling at, and managed to catch his piercing eyes in the mirror, and all of a sudden all her 'maybes' were gone, and were instead replaced with a fiery anger towards him. Locking eyes with him through the mirror she let the silence drag on for a few seconds, before she simply spat out "Fuck you"
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Post by Beth Waters on Jun 12, 2015 19:52:55 GMT
| WE GOTTA GET OUT OF THIS PLACE IF ITS THE LAST THING WE EVER DO ◥◤ ◥◤ ◥◤ She knew that things would be tense and secretive after their plan had gone through. She knew that it would be a lot of twiddling thumbs and laying low for a while, but it had been weeks now, and Beth was getting restless. She'd done all this so she could get out and live her life, not be afraid any more, but now she was more afraid then ever. She couldn't even leave her house without fear of someone recognising her and dragging her away, giving her over to a fate worse then even her father. But now she'd had enough. She was done with being trapped, and decided she had to get out of this stuff warehouse if it was the last thing she'd do. Despite her confinement she'd managed to catch the whispers about some kind of underground party. All she really knew was that it was a party filled with the kind of people who she'd never even bothered to look at before she'd 'died', and she doubted they watched the news enough to know about her. They were all stoners or drunks, or both, but she didn't care, she just wanted to see other people.
She wasn't worried about people noticing her there, but despite that she'd snuck out during the day while Creo was doing business, or something, and had managed to pick up a wig and face paint. That would be an antiquate disguise for this kinda thing. She'd then managed to sneak back into the house, don her new items and get out again without anyone noticing, and she was honestly pretty proud of herself- she was also pretty annoyed she hadn't tried this earlier, it was so easy.
She'd now been at the party nearly an hour, a now a little drunk, but she'd kept away from other substances, and was dancing along with a few of the other partier she'd met. Her temporary friends for the night. This is what she'd imagined life would be like now, and she couldn't be happier.
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Post by Beth Waters on Feb 26, 2015 20:32:44 GMT
Beth was caught up in thought for a moment, wondering whether she should nap or celebrate the fact that there plan had actually worked. Sleep seemed like a very good idea, as she'd just had possibly the longest day she'd ever had and she'd hardly slept the night before, but there was no way of knowing if this plan would actually work in the long run, so it made sense to have some carefree fun while they both still had the chance. No doubt, if Beth got found out Creo would be in so much trouble. Breathing out for a moment, she finally made up her mind and turned to look at him, a small smile making it's way to her lips.
"Sure. Why not?" She replied, pulling her hair over one shoulder and playing with it as she looked at him expectedly. "Anything in mind?" She asked, assuming he'd have an idea of what he wanted to do, or he at least knew what kind of stuff there was to do around this place, because it seemed pretty uninteresting and bland to her. Still, she'd give it a shot, hopefully they wouldn't be here for too long, and then she could actually start living her life.
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Post by Beth Waters on Nov 21, 2014 22:50:29 GMT
"I'm sure" Beth replied, her tone firm and sure. She knew what it meant, knew that she couldn't have any more contact with her old life, not that she even had anything from there she cared about. Who did she have to miss? Her dad? Nope. She had no real friends, no siblings, no real future there. This was a new start, and she didn't care that she had to give everything up for it. The only thing she did mind was that she'd have to stay in the lower districts, but she was sure she could make herself adjust over time. She nodded once he'd finished talking. She'd thought about all of these repercussions and conditions ages ago, before they'd even practised the plan, she knew everything she needed to do and not do. And she knew if this planed messed up that was it, there'd be no point going back because she would just be killed, but for real this time. It was this or nothing.
She offered him a rare soft smile, she knew he was doing his best, which made up for his bluntness, not that it really effected her that much anyway. She was used to much worse. "I understand" She told him, nodding once again.
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Post by Beth Waters on Nov 19, 2014 22:16:10 GMT
Beth watched him quietly, her lips parted slightly like she was ready to speak whenever she needed too. Damp, dark hair fell straight down her back like a tinted waterfall, and she shuffled on the covers while waiting for him to begin speaking again. She couldn't help but pull her knees closer to herself when he showed the slight sign of aggression, and she knew it was stupid as he'd literally shot and saved her just hours before, but it was a natural instinct. She nodded, though, the slight wash of anxiety didn't stop her from knowing this was serious stuff. "I know" She said simply, nodding once.
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Post by Beth Waters on Nov 7, 2014 22:45:09 GMT
Beth looked around the room again, making sure to pick up on all the few little details she failed to notice at first. Once she'd decided she'd seen what there was to see, she laid her eyes on him again. He was now sitting on the bed, and she walked over and sat next to him, leaving some space between them. She knew they had some proper talking to do at some point, and she wondered if that's what he wanted to do now.
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Post by Beth Waters on Oct 15, 2014 18:52:08 GMT
The room, along with the rest of the house, was much more then she expected. She hadn't thought there'd be books, or paper, or anything like that. She'd been imagining days of utter boredom, really, but she also hadn't minded. It was better then days of utter fear, right? She looked behind her and met his gaze, her dark hair swinging over one shoulder as she did so. "Yeah" She told him, with one nod. She didn't really know what else to say to him; there wasn't really anything too say, so she just left it at that.
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Post by Beth Waters on Oct 11, 2014 21:04:05 GMT
Beth listened to what he was saying, nodding slightly. The place was much smaller then her old house, but she could still imagine plenty of people in Panem dying to live somewhere like it. But oh well. She was there, not them. Apparently even in death she was more privileged then a lot of people. She shook her head at him "It's fine. I wasn't expecting a palace or anything" She told him, realising that she'd actually expected something a lot less then this. Still, she wasn't going to complain. She walked over to what was apparently her room and opened the door, taking a look around the room.
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Post by Beth Waters on Oct 9, 2014 18:06:49 GMT
(I'm sorry, this reply is actually horrendous)
Beth couldn't help but smirk back, his look almost contagious to her, apparently. She nodded, brushing her hair out out her face and pushing herself off the wall "I am. Lead the way" She replied, making a gesture with her hand before clasping her hands together as she waited for him to do what she'd just told him.
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Post by Beth Waters on Oct 6, 2014 15:42:14 GMT
After about 10 minutes of waiting, Beth was bored. Creo could pull off this amazing plan and actually fake someone's death, but it seemed he couldn't get dressed. Or, he couldn't get dressed in a normal amount of time. Either way, Beth didn't want to wait any more, so she sighed and threw her legs off the sofa and got up, following the direction he had gone in. She found what she assumed was his room, mainly from the sounds she could hear from inside, and knocked. "I'm beginning to wonder if you decided it was your turn to die" She told him, leaning against the wall next to the door as she waited for a reply.
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Post by Beth Waters on Oct 2, 2014 19:56:23 GMT
Beth opened her eyes as he opened the door and stepped out of the bathroom, then raised an eyebrow as she laid eyes on him. She'd assumed he'd have brought clothes in with him, but apparently she was wrong. Her face returned to neutral as she shrugged, "I haven't been given a tour yet, so i have no idea where that bed actually is" She explained, not bothering to move from her laying down position on the sofa.
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Post by Beth Waters on Sept 29, 2014 18:33:05 GMT
"I know, i know. I don't regret it" Beth retorted quickly. She knew she shouldn't regret it, and she defiantly didn't. She knew this was a new, fresh start for her and it was the best thing for her, but she could still care about what her dads reaction to her dying was. She sat silently then, not sure what to do. She wasn't hungry any more and didn't know how to reply to him, so she just slunk into her chair until he spoke again. "Okay" She replied. After he'd left she stood up and put her stuff in the sink. She didn't really know what to do with herself, so she just had a quick look around the place but didn't find anything particularly interesting. So, she walked back to the sofa and lay down, closing her eyes, but, unfortunately sleep just didn't find her.
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