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Post by Rebel Foster on Nov 30, 2014 2:16:22 GMT
Astrid Moore- Taylor Momsen Atticus Rose- Adam Lambert Avalon Cassidy- Ksenia Solo Crimson Strider- Candice Accola Damion Hanson- Ed Westwick Kit Cassidy- Perrie Edwards Rebel Foster- Emma Stone Roxy Harper- Claire Holt Ryder Eldritch- Shiloh Fernandez Vanessa Ray- Scarlette Johansson
(Wow I didn't realize I had that many lol)
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Post by Rebel Foster on Jul 25, 2014 0:12:14 GMT
Rebel laughed a little. "You didn't recognize my desperate cries for your attention?" she teased. She shook her head at his question. "I'm okay, I think." She was just happy to have Josh there. Even if she really did want to die a few hours ago, she was really glad that he saved her.
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Post by Rebel Foster on Jul 23, 2014 18:00:43 GMT
Rebel wanted to kiss Josh more, but moving was proving to be far more painful than she wanted it to be. Once their kiss came to a close, Rebel sighed a little. "Why did it take you so long to do that?" she teased.
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Post by Rebel Foster on Jul 16, 2014 18:10:08 GMT
Rebel gulped hard, but it ended up making her wince in pain. "I'm not saying it again," she said. She would have been smirking if she could have, but that didn't seem like a smart decision. But she really did love Josh. She cared about him more than anyone she'd ever met before, and that scared her.
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Post by Rebel Foster on Jul 15, 2014 19:18:06 GMT
Rebel's throat was starting to feel more numb, though that was probably just because of whatever pain meds she was on. "I don't want to hurt you," she said. "I...I love you, Josh." Admitting that was one of the worst things Rebel could have done, in her mind. Because in her mind, one day he would lose her. Letting him believe that he could fix her was only going to make that pain worse.
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Post by Rebel Foster on Jul 13, 2014 18:58:46 GMT
Rebel wasn't sure what to say to him. She was only trying to push him away to protect him from when she would inevitably blow up. "I'm just trying to protect you," she said honestly. She didn't want to hurt Josh because she really did care about him. But she knew that caring about her wouldn't end well.
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Post by Rebel Foster on Jul 6, 2014 20:27:28 GMT
Rebel wanted to believe that it wasn't her fault, but she couldn't. "When am I ever in the right mindset?" she said, hoping that would prove her point. It wasn't anyone else's fault that she couldn't look at old photos without having a mental breakdown.
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Post by Rebel Foster on Jul 1, 2014 18:36:53 GMT
Rebel looked back at him. "How is it not my fault?" she said. She was partially glad that he wasn't blaming her, but she also didn't understand why. Attempted suicide didn't seem like it could be anyone else's fault.
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Post by Rebel Foster on Jun 29, 2014 20:39:40 GMT
Dead Girl Walking- Heathers- Rebel (Kinda obsessed with Heathers sorry)
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Post by Rebel Foster on Jun 29, 2014 19:04:02 GMT
Rebel wasn't sure what to say then. Thank you might have been the normal thing to say, but Rebel was anything but normal. Most people, after being saved from a suicide attempt, might be happy and see the error of their ways and realize that life was actually worth living, but Rebel still wanted to be dead. She had always wanted to be dead though. This was just the first time she had actually tried to make it happen.
So instead of thanking him for saving her life, she said the first thing that came into her mind. "I'm sorry." She felt like she wanted to cry, but she knew that she couldn't. The physical pain was dulling a little, but only because the emotional pain was taking it's place. To put it simply, Rebel felt completely horrible.
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Post by Rebel Foster on Jun 28, 2014 22:24:12 GMT
Rebel looked away from him then, not wanting to see the expression on his face anymore. He made him feel ashamed for a feeling that she had been okay with for so long. He was the only person that had ever made her want to live another day, but she hated it. He made her feel like she wasn't in control anymore, and she needed to be in control. "So you're the one that saved my life, then?" she asked.
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Post by Rebel Foster on Jun 28, 2014 22:17:01 GMT
"I wasn't thinking," she said. Rebel could barely remember what she was thinking when she set the fire. It was all a big blur of pain and dizziness. She didn't want to think about it anymore though.
Then Rebel decided to change the subject. "I didn't think I'd ever see you again," she said honestly. Josh was so angry last time they saw each other, so she wouldn't have been surprised if he just took off.
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Post by Rebel Foster on Jun 26, 2014 19:43:44 GMT
"I don't know," she said. Even if they could have figured out who sent them, the pictures were probably burned now. She didn't really care who sent them though. They were gone now, and hopefully that was the end of it.
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Post by Rebel Foster on Jun 26, 2014 19:31:53 GMT
Rebel looked away from Josh, almost feeling bad for what she had done. "Someone sent these pictures," she said, as if that was a legitimate answer. Josh knew that Rebel's past was beyond messy, even though she had never told him all of it.
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Post by Rebel Foster on Jun 26, 2014 19:10:42 GMT
Rebel's memory was a bit blurry, but not so unclear that she didn't know what had happened. The first image that popped into her head was the pile of pictures. "I did it," she said. She wasn't going to lie to Josh, and even if she did, she didn't think he'd believe that it was an accident. "I couldn't take it anymore." She would have been crying if she could, but she knew that crying would just make it all worse.
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