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Post by Jason Mcconnell on Jul 2, 2014 22:39:31 GMT
It had been a month since Jason and Peter last talked. Lately he had spent his Time crying, not ever moving. Not wanting to. It was his first time coming out of the house since they last talked. He ran out of food and was starting to get hungry.
He had basketball shorts on and a T-shirt on. His hands dug into his pocket and was thinking to himself.
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Post by Peter Simmons on Jul 2, 2014 23:02:41 GMT
Peter hadn't spoken to Jason for about a month, and he felt like he was dying. He didn't really want to talk to Jason after what he had done, but he also felt as if he couldn't live without him. He spent a lot of his time with the few friends that he had, trying to distract himself. He even had one friend who told him to start dating other people, but it never felt right. He would go to bars and clubs, but whenever someone would flirt with him, it felt wrong to do anything but reject them.
So he was stuck trying to decide between going after Jason and trying to get over him. He would spend hours sitting alone trying to figure it all out, but he never made a decision. Then again, it wouldn't have mattered what he chose since he had no idea where Jason was or how to find him.
Until he was walking through District Five one day, and there he was. Peter felt his heart leap as it did every time he had ever seen Jason, but it felt different this time. He didn't want to talk to him, but he didn't think he could get away with ignoring him. Then there was the part of him that really just wanted to run up and kiss him. But he didn't do that. He didn't do anything. He just stood there, staring at the boy in shock.
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Post by Jason Mcconnell on Jul 3, 2014 0:35:17 GMT
Jason looked and say the boy standing there. He couldn't deny that his hear skipped a beat when he saw him. He didn't know what to say though. He actually had no idea in the world what to say. So they both just stood there staring at each other wondering what else to say.
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Post by Peter Simmons on Jul 3, 2014 0:40:22 GMT
Peter walked up to Jason, since he didn't want to just stand there awkwardly. "Um hi," Peter said to him, but his eyes were stuck to the ground. Uncomfortable felt like an understatement for what was going on between them in that moment. Peter would probably have to make that decision that he had been putting off for so long a lot faster than he thought he'd have to.
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Post by Jason Mcconnell on Jul 3, 2014 3:06:31 GMT
Jason stared at the ground too. "Hi." Jason said awkwardly. He wasn't sure what else to say. He had been miserable without Peter. Though Jason wouldn't admit that.
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Post by Peter Simmons on Jul 3, 2014 3:25:14 GMT
Peter sighed, standing silently for a moment or so while trying to think of something to say. "I'm not really sure what to say to you," he said. He still couldn't look at Jason, and he felt like he was going to be sick.
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Post by Jason Mcconnell on Jul 3, 2014 3:31:31 GMT
"I'm not either." Jason said. He looked at Peter who was looking at the ground. Jason didn't know how to respond.
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Post by Peter Simmons on Jul 3, 2014 3:43:17 GMT
After about a minute of arguing with himself internally, Peter couldn't hold himself back anymore. He looked up at Jason, and then pulled him down into a kiss. It wasn't long, since Peter pulled away a moment later and began to ramble. "Look, I am not okay with what you've been doing, and that's not going to change. But I can't handle not seeing you every day. It's like my heart has been ripped out of my chest, and I'm barely living anymore. I don't know what to do anymore, but all I know is that I need you," he stammered out rather quickly, then took a breath before saying, "I love you, Jason." Peter felt the exact same way that he did the first time he said that to Jason. No matter what happened, he knew that they would find a way back together.
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Post by Jason Mcconnell on Jul 3, 2014 3:48:54 GMT
Jason was shocked when Peter pulled him into a kiss. He kissed him back though. Something he had been wanting to do for a month. "I love you Peter." Jason said pressing his lips against Peter's
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Post by Peter Simmons on Jul 3, 2014 3:53:15 GMT
Peter kissed Jason again, wrapping his arms loosely around his next. "I missed you. I missed you so much." He looked at Jason, and he smiled for the first time in too long. Peter wasn't sure what would happen next as far as their relationship went, but in that moment he didn't care.
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Post by Jason Mcconnell on Jul 4, 2014 4:39:41 GMT
Jason kissed Peter again. "I love you." Jason said. He pulled Peter as close as they could get. He missed being close to Peter.
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Post by Peter Simmons on Jul 4, 2014 4:44:18 GMT
Peter let Jason pull him close, and he felt happier than he had in a long time. "Don't ever leave me again," he said into Jason's chest. It wasn't completely fair to say at Jason left him, since it wasn't like Peter was trying to find him. But Peter didn't think about that until after he had said it.
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Post by Jason Mcconnell on Jul 4, 2014 17:54:02 GMT
Jason just held Peter close to him. "I wont." He said. He meant it though. "I won't be able to leave you anyway when our kids get here."
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Post by Peter Simmons on Jul 4, 2014 18:03:33 GMT
Peter nodded and looked up at Jason. "How's Astrid, by the way? Have you talked to her?" Peter felt awkward around Astrid, because while she may be giving him and Jason children that they wouldn't have otherwise had, she was still just a reminder that Jason slept with someone else. But he wasn't angry anymore. He just didn't like thinking about it.
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Post by Jason Mcconnell on Jul 6, 2014 0:58:08 GMT
"Uh I don't know I haven't talked to her." Jason said shyly. "I haven't talked to much people lately." Jason admitted. Jason normally didn't not talk to people. He was even normally a social butterfly.
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